Breaking the News! (november)

so i went to the doctor ... and yup thats it... i'm pregnant... wow... me.. pregnant... who would of thought... wow.. did i screw up or what...
mama doesn't seem to be too upset.. shes excited that she is getting a grandbaby and all... i didn't tell daddy... mama had to... she said he was upset .. but that was expected!
telling josh wasn't easy either... but hes okay with it.. and wants to be every part of this babies life...
how am i gonna do this..... how can i raise a baby.... how can i tell everyone... wow this is majorly big!

i think the hardest person to break the news to was missy... that was hard... but i think she handled it better than i expected... but she really helped me in a big way... i love her!

so i know i'm defiantly gonna keep it.. adoption wasn't a thought and abortion wasn't an option... mama seems very supportive and so do all of my friends and family!
i know now that this baby was not a mistake... i made a mistake but it brought a blessing...

I finally gave in....

so i have been keeping a "journal" on my computer.... but never got around to opening up a blogger account till now... hmm.. i'm a slacker... o well.. i finally did it after seeing that all the cool people had a blog spot thing (like missy and kayla and jordan and nicole) so here we go... i'lll be posting alot in the next week cuz like i said.... i've already wrote most of them from the past... but i won't give u that much to read in an entire setting...

so for post one.......

an overview!!!!

As some or most of you might know... i am expecting my first baby in june... i am supper excited and can't wait for this little bundle of joy to be here...

i don't consider this a mistake, becasue God doesn't make mistakes, but a blessing or a gift even..... in the words of a ms tonya.... any 2 ppl can.. yeah... but only God can bring a baby... he is giving me one of his children to raise up and nurture....
do u ever just sit back and think... as a parent.. God is trusting YOU to raise one of HIS children.... that took me a while to get in...
so in the mean time... i am doing the best i can and taking in the joy and happieness that this baby is gonna bring!!!